Pulling My Saturday Down

Everytime I think of her with you, it's killing me inside...
And now I dread each day knowing that I can't be saved
from the loneliness of living without you...

I don't know exactly how I feel right now. Mixed emotions' more like it I guess. I said this is the perfect time for you to assess if it's me that you really want. How will I know? I have no way actually, all I can trust is my instinct. I am sure, if I'll find the answers to the questions I dared not ask, I'll feel a lot better and more assured that none of what happened to me before will ever happen again...

I'd Lie For You

I'd never tell you one lie,
I'd never let you down
I'd never leave,
I'd be the one who'd always be around
Baby give me a chance
I'd pull the sun down from the sky
to light your darkest night
I wouldn't let one drop of rain
fall down into your life
Put your heart in my hands
Baby believe me
I could never do you wrong
And I would never paint your world blue
And if sometimes it seems I must have lost my mind
I might be crazy, but I'm crazy about you
I'd lie for you and that's the truth
Do anything you asked me to
I'd even sell my soul for you
I'd do it all for you
If you'd just believe in me
Just take a look in my eyes,
you'll see a love that's blind
Just take a hold of my hand,
I'll take you to paradise
Ain't a star that's too far
Your every wish will be a wish
that I will make come true
And if you want the moon I swear
I'll bring it down for you
Let me into your heart
Believe me baby,
got your name carved on my soul
'Cause you're the only one that I'll give it too
Go let'em say that I'm a fool to act this way
'Cause if I'm crazy, then I'm crazy 'bout you
I'd lie for you and that's the truth
Do anything you ask me to
I'll even sell my soul for you
I'll do it all for you
If you just believe in me
I'd lie for you and that's the truth
Move mountains if you want me to
I'd walk across the fire for you
I'd walk on the wild for you
If you'd just believe in me
And you will never see a day
I'll ever break your heart
You'll see the sky fall down
before it ever gets that far
I'll show you heaven every second that you're in my arms
Baby I'm crazy, but I'm crazy 'bout you
I'd lie for you and that's the truth
Move mountains if you want me to
I'd walk across the fire for you
I'd walk on the wild for you
If you'd just believe in me
I'd walk on the wild for you
Move mountains if you want me to
I'd walk across the fire for you
Do anything you ask me to
I'd lie for you and that's the truth
Do anything you ask me to
I'll even sell my soul for you
I'll do it all for you
If you just believe in me
I'd lie for you and that's the truth
Move mountains if you want me to
I'd walk across the fire for you
I'd walk on the wild for you
If you'd just believe in me
I'd lie for you and that's the truth

I love... who?

I don't want to say i love you because i am hoping you are perceptive enough to know how I feel after I answered yes to almost all your questions that's related to us being together...
I don't wanna say i love you because i want to save it til I have the chance to say it to you personally and I don't want those words to lose its meaning...
I am afraid that when I say I love you, you'd think I am rushing things when we have agreed to take things slow.
For now, I want you to wait for me to say it. I promise I will when the right time comes.

Why Am I Smiling?

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

F.B.
02.24.2009
8:30 a.m